I dont know if you've been in those situations where things just seem impossible. Nothing is going your way. It seems as if there is no "light at the end of the tunnel." Thats the way I've been feeling the past few days. Like I have nothing going for me. School has become nothing but another thing i cant do, with constand concepts that i just cant seem to wrap my mind around. I've just been feeling so lost. Its one of those things where your throw a pitty party for yourself, but then i realized there is plenty of people my age going through the same thing. With the pressure of getting good grades, going to college, and all this stuff, that i dont even want to think about, I've been feeling so defeated.Before you decide to stop reading this garbage, I just wanted to share the light (hopefully) at the end of this dark, long, stressful tunnel. As i was dropped from my management company this past summer, Ive been struggling to find someone who wants me. Who wants me to represent their company. Ive been feeling like God totally slammed that door on my face. When everything that could go wrong, seemed to be going wrong, I got this email from a top Agency in Los Angeles that wants to meet with me for possible representation. Can i just say that is like, taking a gulp of perfect temperature water after a marathon?! (Not that i know what that feels like, I hate running =P) Though i felt like i had nothing going for me, that my only option was to be drowned in school, and the lack of hours im getting at work, this was like a gasp of crisp, fresh air. Though this may just be another slam in my face. Im hoping that this is God's plan for me. I miss Los Angeles more then anything, and i cant wait to get back. Now, Im going to waste my time burning my eyeballs playing guitar hero.
